Life is as usual except for the fact that there is no more talkin on the phone till late *nights*(which is lik till 2+ in the morning,where if my mum finds out she will kill me...) and no more *lots* of msgs which will keep my phone ringing and fingers typin non-stop..
Everything changed in such a short notice which caught me in a trace and i swear it was reali unexpected..The company and sharings was far too deep for me,which in a sense that i reali shared and said everything and i nv did lie to u..So,what's the point even if i din lie???
DRIFTING is a very big word in my mind every now and then..If it pops out,memories will flood me lik as though tsunami has jus conquered my mind..Every corner in my room is lik torture too..cox it will jus strike me lik i m conquer by my enemies,which in this case is things we used to do...
There is alot of places and things which will remind me of u,i guess...Even a card in my wallet will strike me..How bad ixxit when someone jus drifts and u dun even noe y???When confronted,all they say is that they do not know what happen and dun noe how to solve it...
So,am i a victim or are we both victims???I m totally confused,cox all i have is the word "WAIT"...Which seems no meaning at all when one jus says "Hey" in msn and jus wait for u to continue the conversation...
Phone calls and SMS-es was so IN at that point of my life that i would feel very weird and uneasy if i dun receive it...but after the drifting and so called BUSY period,i guess now i jus got used to not receivin phone calls and sms-es...
Now,talkin on msn seems a problem oredi..not to mention sms-es or even phone calls..So now,the drifts seems so far that i canot even reali rmb ur features as vividly as i use to...Unless with the help of visual aids such as pics...
"Friends come and go" is still struggling within me,where i m tryin to continue to convince myself that it is not true in our friendship...But on the other hand,reality is tryin very hard to convince me too,that our friendship is somehow gone...It wont b back to the same as it used to be..
Happiness is defined as "short-span" in my dictionary...for now...or rather till now...
I jus hope and pray very hard that our friendship drifted apart is not because of another friend who has come into ur life and u are very close to him/her..
Things wont b the same,things will not go back to be the same..Everything is past....
It will always b memories and will onli remain as memories...
ONCE AGAIN,FAIL (F9) IN FRIENDSHIP....boat do crashed even if there is no tsunami or wave...i have a very good example..
_*FaMoUs Is ThE tReNd*_
Labels: Can it still come back as one piece and continue???I WONDER???
action, my way of life.7/03/2007 12:10:00 AM
